slight unconfusion

i'm getting now what teak is saying about her project.
using the language of cinema, and being conscious of the cinematic tools you're using, make something that reflects the theme in the medium you choose.
so i'm going to attempt to build a 3D zoetrope, something like the 'My Neighbour Totoro' zoetrope designed by Studio Ghibli, and the Toy Story version by Pixar, using my cat from my original master's idea of a ghost cat visiting his owner.
here's a clip so you know what i mean:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zVX_cSXIXig

we have 7 weeks to do it, which means i need my clay now, damnit! i bought a new lock with extra keys so i can go in on weekends and work, and/or get my stuff without waiting for 'security' to let me in, grumble grumble, but pasta isn't around today, so i smsed her and HOPEFULLY i can get in by friday, if not, then next week. gah, it makes me so irritated.
at least i seem to be defining myself by handbuilding things. i'm grateful that that is becoming clearer in my head. now i just want my clay, wah!!

how else is life? check out my deviant page, FINALLY have a new piece up! Here's the link, and if that doesn't work, go to my deviants under links.

http://Datec.deviantart.com/art/Self-portrait-3-Selves-202897856

i don't know. is today productive? seems to be. i'm excited again, yay! maybe 'the northern model' has been bring me down. it's becoming that pink elephant in my flat, i can tell you that. it's... annoying me. i want to do other things... uh oh, the manic energy of 'i can do anything' is seeping in, which means NOTHING will get done. AAARRRGGGHHH!!!

chow amigos. i need to get some food in me to settle this manic energy down. see you... tomorrow! yip, i'll be in thursday, and probably friday too. what a shocker!

bye